Another Year, come and gone...

It's December 29th, 2004... a few days away from a brand new year. Another year past, another revolution around the sun... and what have I done? Nothing. Well, haha besides put on more weight, and get a few gray hairs... literally. I found some the other day... 3 of them that I can see. I'm 23. LOL In the face of the 3 gray hairs, I almost feel.. optimistic? I suddenly feel like... hmm, I could... I dunno... give life a shot! As in, actually try to do something with myself, instead of just waiting. Figure out a way to further my education, hopefully put some money away. Work on getting healthy, physically, mentally, emotionally. See what kind of improvements I can make in myself, in my life, in the world. A lot to do. Just thinking about it makes me want to groan, throw in the towel and put my head under the pillow. But thats not whatI really want to do.