Saturday, July 28, 2007

Bah, I'm a moron

Ok, I missed my 10% goal by .2 or .4 lbs on friday... If I had just found a way to eat just a little better, or exercise like... 10 minutes more, and I woulda gotten it, but I didn't. And my apartment is STILL a mess, cus I still didn't do any freaking cleaning, and we are still short handed at work, and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. To top it all off, I've been eating out a lot again, mostly because my apartment is a mess and I'm lazy, and I'm in trouble at work. All of it is all my fault, cus I'm a freaking moron, and if I had just done what I needed to all along, at home, and done better at work, I wouldn't be feeling so stressed, I wouldn't be in trouble at work, and my animals would be healthier and happier and I wouldn't be in as much debt, and OMG why am I such a moron???? I am still not sure exactly how much trouble I'm in at work, but I'm nervous, although.. really, they wouldn't fire me in front of the whole staff at a staff meeting would they? But.. they might.. or they would just before, or just after... :-( I think I'm just being a drama queen, but Thursday night is a long way away, so I have a lot of time to freak out about this all.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Weightwatchers

Well, I'v been on WW for like 10 wks now, and so far, have lost 36 lbs. Woohoo.