Bah Humbug

It turns out that my family is not getting together for christmas. My mom is not coming down, my aunt is working. I am not driving up to my moms house, my car is being pesky. Now my plans are to go to work, and hang out there for a few hours, come back home, and go back to sleep. Maybe tomorrow I might stop at the liquor store and pick up some mudslide mix, and make myself some frozen mudslides. LOL, oiy joy. I don't know that I will ever be part of a famiy again, as I seriously doubt I will ever end up married or having children. I will probably go over to my neighbors for dinner on Christmas, I don't know if I want to be pathetic and beg love from someone elses family, or be pathetic and spend the holiday completely alone with my cat. I will just have to see how I feel.