Wednesday, November 19, 2003

A chore or not?

When simply sitting up in the morning is a chore, how is a person also supposed to get up and brush their teeth?
When simply opening your eyes is a chore, how is a person supposed to put on clean clothes?
When simply opening your mouth to talk to a friend is a chore, how is someone supposed to do the dishes?

Its hard to become conscious in the morning, or any time for that matter, and even harder to maintain that state of being. Its not a case of not getting enough sleep, or being over tired or anything, its simply hard to BE at this point. So how am I supposed to hang out with friends, do the dishes, clean my car, do the laundry? How am I supposed to function like a normal human being, when all I want is to be asleep? Not even asleep, simply unaware instead. What then?

No comments: