Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Lonely... whyyyyyy am IIIIII so lonely...

I want...... to fall completely and totally head over heals in love, and have it reciprocated.
I want...... to actually feel a pair of arms wrap around me, and no longer have to imagine them.
I want...... to not have it be a chore to be with friends, for it to be a natural thing, the way its supposed to be.
I want...... to be able to listen to music or read poetry without having to stop because my stomach starts to flip, and my heart hurts
I want..... to not wind up the scary old cat lady.
I want..... to be able to maintain a normal level of cleanliness without it being a big ordeal.
I want..... to live happily ever after, or to just not live any more at all.

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